Some truths leave you with all the answers you need or long for, and then there are some that just brings you to a whole new plethora of other questions.
Some truths even have the ability to steer you to two different directions - whether to be happy and feel validated that you are right all along or to be sad that it did happen. It's crazy!
The truth will set us free - could be the cliche of all cliches. Because in the end, you'll only realize that it does not. The truth alone will not set you free. Because the key to be truly really free lies in the acceptance of that truth.
And sometimes, it is just so hard to do.
To say that I've gone through some crazy weeks would probably be the understatement of the year. Sometimes, I feel like I already live for this shit that when things go back to normal, I would end up being crazy. Lolz.
Today, my 6 year old niece knocked on my door and gave me this piece of fine art (na may kasamang bonus na malupit na power hug).
For a while I had to hold back my tears as I power-hugged her back. And on that split second of a moment, it all dawned on me - that with all my insecurities, my natural and superficial flaws, my impending obesity status, my short and long comings - I am loved. I may just be some random ordinary chinito guy (with nice shoes) that can easily be replaced by anyone but to the one that truly loves me, I will always be the BEST. I will always be special. =)
It feels soooooooo fucking
Feeling enough and happy,